my flesh is weak

There are so many things to be done
1) Organise dialogue on 13th APril
2) Prepare SEL sharing on 12th April
3) Prepare SEM report in June
4) Set SA 1 Sec 4 Physics Paper
5) Prepare for NE Award Interview
6) Prepare Sexuality Education in 3rd wk May

I cant think of anymore, but I know there are some thing behind some parts of my brain. Work is piling, and I cant seem to finish. SPA physics is a total failure. I seriously think we should revamp our teaching for SPA. How is it possible to squeeze 2 to 3 experiments in 2 period slots. It is too much for the teachers, and esp too over whelming for the students. Why rush when we have the control in our hands? Why are we killing our students by over-exposing them to too many experiments? I find that there isnt much quality learning in those 2 SPA physics periods that I have. I want to protest! I want to fight for a change! I want better teaching ! I want quality of learning and not quantity! She is simply too stuborn, how to improve when we are being led by such a character. I think both of us have a "eight characters" that clashes with each other....whats' why it is so difficult to get through to her...... I feel so little for the department these days, with such bad planning and leadership.
SIgh!