Valentine

This pot of flowers is from my dar. For 2006, I have a pot of orchid,since then until now it hasnt produced any flowers at all. Instead lots of shoots and leaves...

This year, I got this big pot of dunno-what flowers. Pretty isnt it. And lots of flowers.

From my beloved student leaders. It was delivered to me in school. Arent they a sweet bunch of boys. Thank you so much!

Wishing...

I was pushing Meg for a stroll, came by the junction....pausing for a moment to think where I should go. Eventually ended up where I used to have many fond memories...familiar sight of students training, softballers batting and balls flying everywhere, runners were doing their intervals training...the sounds from the surrounding were all so familiar... that was like when I was back in VJC 12 years back.

I remembered very clearly how everyone celebrated friendship day in VJC. That was one of the most memorable time I ever had when I was a teen. Flowers, bears, letters, cards, songs, laughter, balloons and boys..... I remembered that year, I received a very long letter from Kewinn, my best best friend from VJC. I remember that year I received a bear from my first boyfriend. I remember how the track people went out as a grop to celebrate this day.

We do not live in the past, we live in the present. I guess Colin is going to get me another pot of orchid for Valentine's day. Actually I do prefer anything to roses.... but this time round I hope the flowers from the pot will be purple in colour... I love you dar

A photo of my darling...

A phototaken by Mu Yao. A very nice shot. I have this on all my computers' desktops.

CIP day

Well.... I guess many has lost the idea of Moral Doing in CIP. The system is in such a state where people carried out CIP for the sake of clocking the others.

I was rather disappointed with a boy today. How would it feel like when someone is trying to lose you by running away. It is so drama. For what? What's the intent? Outward rebel? Gesture of rejection? I was trying to connect this incident to God. Hope that He will comfort me. One of the rare time I found myself sobbing in the little corner of the supermarket. Guess that gesture hurts. I find myself once again hurt by my student. Is it worth the effort to feel so much, or to connect with them. And in returns, who really cares about our feelings? I always wonder ... does all this comes in the package in this profession.

SLI 2007

Emo Emo , everything was so emo...
Stressed out, but all went well.
10 mins before the ceremony, everyone in the control room was in panic. The thumbdrive of the GOH's presentation doesnt seems to work. And I personally do not find his presentation nor his speech that inspiring. Perhaps it will work on the younger minds of 16, but not mine. A little kidish in fact.

Whats the essence of leadership? A god character? What is it?
Leadership .... not everyone is born with it. It comes with nuturing, practice, mistakes, encouragement, affirmation, and learn through failures and successes.
I have read from a book... a leadership of good character must have 3 attributes...moral knowing, moral doing, and moral feeling. Seriously, I think many of our Victorians have to work on moral feeling, more than the other two.

I was almost touched when I heard the voices from the other student leaders in the auditorium singing the song SORING HIGH. It was impromptu singing. I guessed everyone was so inspired by the investiture, and the event was at its peak. Everyone who refused to sing during the rehearsal, was singing it with conviction. It touched me. Very Emo sight actually.

A few person that I wanna to thank...PSB, MC, PB and most of all our head planner, Chin Boon. You have shown me what it takes to be a prefect, a student leader, a black shirt of Victoria School.